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I’ve been working very hard this morning and need to take a break. I think that I need to watch some youtube videos in order to unwind or rest my brain. If I keep working this quickly I think I will lose steam and I will not actually get more done this way. I always seem to remind myself to take breaks because if I don’t I completely lose motivation and then I end up quitting. That is a very bad quality to have and I’m very ashamed of it but it is true. I always need brakes about every half an hour or so just to take a quick walk around the office or do something different. Sometimes I watch videos sometimes I go out to the park and sometimes I just go have a bite to eat. But if I do not have this one or 2 min. Every half an hour I get very frustrated and I start to make poor decisions in the workplace. It is very scary to me because I know that I need to be more consistent than that but I did not ever learn a good work ethic. Most people my age are very good at working. They can work all day long without ever having to stop because they are adults and understand what they need to do in order to make money. But I am very bad at this because I do not place any value on money. I am very rich independently and I only work so I can get out of the house. But I keep getting fired because I keep getting caught watching youtube videos on my computer when I’m supposed to be working. I think that maybe I will try to get into a new field I do not know what I’m going to try to do. Maybe I’ll go to law school and then I can become a lawyer and maybe that will be a little bit easier.